27th October dated the worse day of my life

Somehow this year i nvr managed to attend any concerts the 1st one i had to leave halfway cos i had the intestinal cramp thing, yea it was the 1st day i had it, i left halfway of the choir concert. And on 27th somehow fate manages to stop my path once again. I honestly dun feel like talking about what happened but it totally sucked. Kinda lost my pride... Kinda... For the first time so helpless so run down so lost.

Anyway, lucky i did not go home, if i had i think i would have emo-ed all the way till the cows come home. I made a wise decision to go to "Vin + Jus" 's place. I told Vin wad had happened then we started playing like crap watching random jackie chan movies. Play Phoenix Wright which i accidentally got him killed...( well it was on purpose ) JUST KIDDING. Ok played more crap like RBO Warcraft etc etc. Totally forgot about PW (Project work NOT Pheonic Wright) . Had so much fun i decided to stay over. Unprepared but heck. Continued playing like crap as if the incident had not happened. Then i fully recovered from the fiasco. Well Sunday was a great day other than the fact i had flu again bahahaha. Had a lot of fun at their place thanks dudes! Ok back to PW!

PS: Learn from experiences, dun let it drag you into a spiral of darkness.

Life is too short...

Today, major screw up day. I wont hide it i screwed up big time, it was suppose to be a presentation workshop where people would film you while u present. During my presentation, perhaps due to me panicking, perhaps due to the lack of cue cards, perhaps due to the lack of focus, i kinda blanked out halfway. Like seriously i stood there like a stone and instantly nothing was being processed. After that long pause i finally managed to continue but to no avail... my situation was a goner.... Then the slides i kinda misplaced Sixuan's slide while i was editing i think... So sorry... really din mean it. Ok the whole thing i felt damn screwed up... very disappointed, very sad.... But not angry at all =). Ok i admit i was so disappointed i became emo... Then the incident affected jek's presentation as well... i fely quite bad for tt. AND pls stop being angry of urself man, it aint ur fault bro. If u really wanna compensate let me win in Texas Poker! haha! Dun be too hard on urself!

After the whole workshop which seemed like an eternity, i did some thinking in the band room. LIFE is too freaking short to be sad and disappointed over every little things. Life is too short to keep looking in the past. Life is too short to not be unhappy all the time. So actually i overheard jess saying why he so happy now. Yes i overheard! So i was thinking that way. Ok i screwed up, i did badly but i am soo happy its merely a workshop! I'm soo happy i screwed up now to thus learn from my mistake to not be complacent. I have to admit well done to myself! So what if i screwed up. Life is too short to think so much so just remain happy. HAPPY! Stressed but still HAPPY =)

PS: Sorry to all which i have been rude to. Sorry to anyone i de zui-ed. Life is too short to be angry all the time

Final Fantasy Crisis Core

I salute this game! It has absolutely killer CGI + in game graphics... Leaving awestruck and dumbfounded everytime a summon is called upon! ODIN IFIRT BAHAMUT etc etc. Its really amazing i rate it a 9.5/10 the -0.5 is cos i played it too much =). I shall give an overview.

Graphics...
Wad is there to say, one of the best out there!!

Sound...
Lots of good music, many familiar tunes with added spice to it, to create a new but nostalgic feel. The new tunes like the desert tune is one of my favourites! It give the WRAA FIGHT AR!!! Feel... its kinda cool. The rest of the new tunes are really good. Enjoyable and a pleasure indeed.

Gameplay...
I love the no transition battle scenes. My game is in chinese... ok so its kinda difficult to learn all the terms etc. But still it was easy to follow and very fun indeed. In battle, generally easy, certain levels are challenging, smooth motion in battles which facilitates back stabs and escapes. The use of materia is relatively simple but sometimes tedious to carry out. I personally dun use items so... haha. About DMW its a slot machine concept and its realatively new and interesting. Some un-finalfantasy stuff include level up not from fighting but getting a 777 from the slow machine, the materia also levels up according to the slot machine. Special moves and summons are also brought about from the slot machine. Finding items are relatively easy in general. Wad else... A refreshing outlook to Action RPG games.

Story...
Easy to follow even in chinese. If you have played FF7 which you really should... Then the story would consist of scenes that u may have seen in flash backs but with every single plan filled up. And you not being the all owning Cloud, rather the all owning Zack. Familiar faces such as Turks and Sephiroth would still be there. Genesis and Angeal and Hollander are new faces. Hollander is an ass. Story very nice... although i read a lot of spoilers, the ending was still very sad. I have never felt so much for a game... i almost teared... or perhaps i did.

Overview...
ROCKS, If u love FF7 as much as i do, love the graphics in Advent Children... THEN YOU WILL LOVE THIS GAME. This makes all other games pale in comparison... I loved it... gonna play it again.

Haha, the moment i got it... last Saturday... i was addicted to it... I balanced between PW and it, and played whenever there was free time. Completed on Saturday (7 days later) 6pm. The ending scene was amazingly touching.Going to play it the second time!!

PS: OP...

The cycle of life.

I suppose everyone knows that we have to die someday. The reaper strikes time and time again, maybe it was fate, perhaps destined, I do not know, all i know it was hard to accept...

Things do happen... we all know it.

Thus, cherish the life that have been granted and not taken away forcefully. Learn to enjoy and never take things for granted. For once they are lost... its hard to get them back.

Boss de Shen Ri

Yesterday it was BOSS ZhengZ the birthday! So I randomly called a few people and ask them out to celebrate with him. So we randomly decided to go to Thai express. let's see... quite a bunch of people went, wee ho jek jermyn zhan yi kian mao matt tian ying. Due to pw some people could not make it... nonetheless we met up and went to eat. Ate Green Curry!! i personally like it, we even ordered soft shell crab. quite shiok! Then, cos got this offer thingy whereby u sign up for member during ur birthday u get 15 bucks voucher tt could be used on the day itself and even a 10% discount!! Therefore we make 5 bucks as the registration is 20 bucks!! ok we are a bunch of calculative dudes, so we did out maths and realised it was damn worth it. DID we mention we get a bottle of wine free!! and we are just 17!! Kinda cool!! Wanted to drink it actually but couldn't open it LOL.It was kinda fun talking crap and nonsense hearing about various people and their funny stories!!

After that we went to Swensens, to get the free firehouse haha! And a Giant Earthquake! I never knew butterscotch was tt good haha! Damn shiok eat all the nice icecream. Spend a lot of time talking and laughing. A bunch of random dudes making lots of noise!!Sang the birthday song and soon we went to the arcade and play a little. Ok maybe we din really play rather watch people play. Soon everyone was tired and we departed for home. It has been such a funny day and it was all memorable =) a nice break from PW.

PS: Crisis Core rocks!! in chinese!

PW.. sian sian sian

Sianz... everyday feel the urgent nid to do pw yet got no mood to do... Saturday whole morning i din even touch PW damn bloody slack!! jia lat....
PW is so sickening lar... waste time and effort.

Tts it for PW! today is my BOSS de brithday!! So later gonna celebrate so not gonna do pw again... omg...

Anyway, Holiday lai le!! supposedly lar cos last day of schl was yesterday. Supposedly full day but had to do pw instead how boring!!!

sian this whole post seem to circulate ard pw makes me dun feel like blogging le...

NVM i go do now!! so feel less guilty

Happy or sad i'm not sure

Monday, was still a relatively happy day. In schl got back chem n GP... not too bad lar at least i passed GP. Then in the evening is when the fun began, i went to watch Deal or no Deal 2 at mediacorp with Zhengz. after navigating our way smoothly there we entered the zone!! or rather the mediacorp. I saw like a few actresses and newsreporters. (dun ask me the names i dunno i recognise by face only) Not important! We waited for some time then finally was ushered into the filming place the stage or wadever its called. Dunno fortunately or not, we sat behind the contestants daughter and was kinda surrounded by his family members! Just because we were early!!! Kinda strange when the producer asked the group whether we are his family or not. Then we just smiled and nodded while the group in the left are his friends. Actually, all Zhengz and i know was tt guy's name. Kinda hilarious. O so i was saying we were sitting behind his daughter and we kinda got caught on tape when they were filming his daughter. hehe! O yar as u know there are the models and they were really pretty and very tall. There was also Adrian the host he is also damn funny!! The game soon commenced me and zhengz scream and shouted a lot, it was kinda fun. However im not allowed to say anything about the happenings etc. So u gotta watch it urself!!! It was really funny and exciting and an eye-opener for me too!! Then after the thing both of us bought this sandwich thing at the vending machine then walk to bus stop lor then aon the way saw the models again!! haha really damn chio. then went home tired but it was worth it.

Tuesday, the bombshells came. I dun wanna say how i did for the papers. I out of impulsive and playfulness pon-ned chem lecture. It was a stupid act. I swear not to do it ever again, no more pon-ning for me. Ok anyway we got caught and was reprimanded by our chem teacher. We have disappointed her indeed. i had not thought of the consequences and did sth impulsive and hope to seek her forgiveness. There is always the wish of turning back the clock, but well tt is impossible, at least for now. Anyway, i felt very louya after that. it was a particularly sad day for me. The results also overal deprovement... sianz... I hope i could find someone to talk to and release some stress. Its all bottled up inside me...

PS: Really sorry Ms Chia...

Hate to admit but...

Today was kinda boring. VJC open house!! but was quite boring actually... haha maybe its just me. But i got kinda bored after awhile. i walked to most of the booths but since i wasnt a sec4 i dun suppose i have much to see =) just went to look for peng you. The performance was pretty fine i think, i just zham ar but then got quite tired (which is not good), no stamina liao!! Then time crawled by eventually it was after the whole thing le. Packed up stuff and i departed for home... Then, while i was at home i heard a pretty good news that sorta made my day, i gotta thank a person for tt. So if u are reading this thanks! Played stupid games like lf2 pfft. WTH! i know... ok then played this super random game called Ape Academy 2 its like random to da max and nonsensical! based on scissors paper stone! random mini games but pretty entertaning nonetheless!

At my grandma's place as usual bridge, my hand sucked boooo... watched people play chess, played more Ape Academy with my cousin. ok lar quite fun =) haha nth much to say today also...

All in all this is a normal day with normal normal happenings! except for the good news tt is...

PS: Tml shall be a more interesting day!

A satisfying busy day!

Morning: it was 09 30. I waited patiantly outside the clinic, besides the man talking veyr loudly on the phone beside me there wasn't anything else suspicious. The receptionist at the counter requested i show some identification... i suppose i had no choice but to reveal my fake ez-link card. Luckily, she bought it. I sat back down, trying to focus on the news being flashed while suppressing the anciety in me. Soon that man was to go into the room on the right. Once again, peace and quiet. Whatever is going to happen inside i do not know. The man came out, he looked normal... LOOKED, looks can be decieving. My name resonated, well my fake name at least. I entered the seemingly harmless room but wad contraptions or chemicals does tt room hold, i do not know. I smiled masking every other emotion on my face. He began the check up. It was swift. Still surprisingly, nothing wrong. When was he gonna strike... Then, he told me to approach the other room, i guess this is it. I thought it was the end. I put on a sumwhat heavy apparel which i learned was lead later on. And sat on a chair there was a machinery in front of me with complexity tt could mark the end of me. i sat on it biting on something. Then the thing spun around me there was no sound or perhaps i was deafened or unconscious. As it draw to an end i was mysteriously fine or so i thought. I viewed the X-ray and realised my 4 of my wisdom tooth are coming out. LIKE all 4! He said although there was no pain the bottom should still be removed eventually as it is rendered useless and causes food to be stuck there. And since if i am removing the bottome ones should might as well remove the top ones. And on top of that i had an "absence" or something sth wrong with my gums. It seems kinda serious so may go and deal with it soon during the upcoming break. After paying, i left the place. Nothing was wrong, perhaps i was in the wrong hideout. Aw wells, on to the next destination...

[ DENTAL CHECK-UP OVER. ]

I continued to Sim Lim Square. Had to do some shopping for my computer! With a clear objective in mind i patronised every single store from the 6th to the 2nd as generally the 1st floor sells cameras, not of my interest. Main objective speakers, graphic tablet, and memory stick. Having scanned from top to bottom, i found out there were some shop owners who attempted to scam me. There was one shop which sold 2 speakers A & B at 49 and 55 dollars each. When i asked the difference he said the 55 dollars one was newer. But just downstairs it was sold at 42 dollars and the shop owner told me tt model was older!! His attempt to trick me has failed. Besides tt there were lots of high pricing on several stores such as the memory stick which i bought at 85 were sold at 99 90 ever 100+ at some shops. Thanks to my patience i got the best bargains and went home with my hands full.

[ SHOPPING OVER. ]

I went home directly, fixed the speakers and played a lil. I thought my day was going to continue like this. Suddenly, Zhengz called to ask me if i was free for a movie. Of course i was. So he came to my place and we immediately departed for Tampines Mall, it has been awhile since i've been there. I heard about his story in choir and talked about all the random stuffs. We watched Balls of Fury ok i hate to admit its retarded but pretty funny, probably not worth the money you say but its alright since i was free, it was entertaining!

[ MOVIE OVER. ]

He came over to my place and we had a simple dinner downstairs since we ate quite a bit earlier in the cinema. Then he came over to myplace watched some random tv played some random games. Time truly flies it was 10 alredi i told him that he should get home to rest soon as we had schl tml. He agreed and soon he was off. Well that pretty much ends my day!

PS: Facebook rocks! A longlost friend, in fact my best friend in pri 4 suddenly added me. He had left overseas then and i had lost contact since. At that time msn was still not known. Well now we are in contact again! woooo!

If we hold on together

This strange feeling engulfed and choked me this afternoon... Tt beautiful song suddenly resonated in my head... and sad to say i actually forgot the title! ok i went home and decided its a song tt havent been heard for somne time thus i decided to put it on my blog to let everyone enjoy! I went to youtube in search of the original MV but in vain it turned out to be lots of edited MVs so i just chose the one with disney characters to relive our childhood days!



Aww dun u miss those good ol days where you watch beauty and the beast like a 100 times over and wont get sick of it. And cinderella and so much more...AND not to forget happily ever after...

Such a wonderful experience watching this vid... beautiful songs wonderful cartoons that are inscribed in our memories!!

I shall say no more bask in these beautiful memories of your childhood

BACK from outer space

Whoa whoa whoa! Last post 30th August tts an eternity ago. Well i stopped cos of exams then after exams i was playing so much i 4got to blog hahahahhaha. ok anyways im back!! ok wad happened in this month shall remain a Secret. well not exactly if u really wanna know just ask me, however i highly doubt anyone will. Ok my exams are over, *cheers*. MY EXAMS ARE FREAKING OVER!!!! *pssst got pw* o right.. that all so important A-level subject which noone likes to do and are all being screwed by it. Not trying to say anything but we all still love pw... wad a lie! Anyways, enjoying life to da max going out to peeps houses, going out...and doing PW! O did i mention i got a new comp woo. Exhilirating! Finally, im in the lag-less world. Now i "alt-tab" without having to wait for an hour! All so exciting!!! Playing FF7 reliving the old days. And yes i know its 10 years old and very old. Well who cares. Crisis core tt super rocks game is finally out... in jp *thanks..* i cant read a single world. and i read sumwhere its gonna come out in US at like... MARCH 08!! tts like @#$@ long away. haiz these are the days i wish i had learnt jp. Here is a nice video to preview enjoy!



WHOA the graphics are drop dead amazing. I totally love ff7 its like my all time favourite game since a million years ago. and tt genesis dude is so cool i love the part where his sword glows. ITS LIKE WHOA! haha u get the point!

Ok besides FF7 i also have been playing facebook... its pretty fun i hate to admit. However at the start it all seem too confusing however after my sis told me to anyhow play and heck about all the applications it became better gradually! now i will check my pet almost everyday. BTW if u do join recently do tell me so i can invite u to stuff! * to make me stronger * well pretend u din see tt. Haha its fun lar! ok this shall be a relatively short post then! o yea my cousin sent me this mario video too its quite QUITE funny but be mindful of the vulgarities !



tt guy is totally retarded and u can watch part 2 and it aint tt funny just watch him complete stage 1. Haha ok and chill out

PS: do tell me when u create a new facebook account haha!