The longest bus trip ever...

Today had been a pretty good day, i went to schl as per normal. I practiced like half an hour after schl to get used to the contra again... Then i watched the spectacular Dark Knight. It's a nice movie! i recommend it to all! I enjoyed my time there. Then i decided to make one of the most stupid decision in my life to take Bus 5 home. Normally, it would take a short while to travel from orchard home but i was wrong. First i had to squeeze with a million people! it was horrid! then people decided to be smart and not move down. I was disgusted in fact i moved all the way from the middle to the back even if it meant bumping into everyone and shoving everyone aside. but at least that got people moving to the back. However it did not last long... However, the worse part suddenly came. I suddenly felt surges of breathlessness. I had to breathe so deep just to catch my breath. Then, i even got dizzy as i got squashed between the crowd. For the second time i thought i was gonna pass out and die! Ok maybe tts a bit exaggerated. But it really felt like...i dunno. It was scary and all i wanted to do is to leave the bus for some fresh air. I felt so stuck there! it was a very wrong decision and i really should have taken a train! however when i left the bus but the breathlessness did not stop... To be honest i had actually felt that way for several months this year but this was the worse normally i would be watching tv at home and i always thought it was due to block nose cos i could not breathe with my nose during those times. However it may not be the case... Of course eventually i reached home, thankfully still alive and kicking! lost all motivation to study... hence went online but had no mood to chat. So i decided to just blog about it... I will be going to the doc tml i also dunno wad i would be saying to the doc to explain wad had happened to me but i will feel insecure if i hadnt. I narrowed the possibilities but my guess is as good as yours. 1.) Stress 2.) Instrument(contra) 3.)Or maybe my asthma atk is back... of cos i hope its the 1st reason... Anyway, i got pretty worried i suppose i dun want to die so soon.. im scared to be honest! it was scary but it got me thinking a lil... im gonna smile more from here on! less hate more happiness! I'll be fine! i hope...

PS: I got so caught up with studying i forgot the true meaning of life...

Well since i am free~

TOday din seem turn out to be such a good day, got back gp initially was happy that i passed then felt horrid when realised people are starting to aim for Cs and Ds and i was merely contented with a pass. Yes it did felt horrid, to add on to that, i got my econs back, it wasnt exactly horrid but to think i studied so much inevitably i did expect a little higher. Well i was one mark away from my aim but aw wells, i let down Mr Phua!! o man ! But like he said the Final destination is the most important! and tts the A during As! Well the day felt horrid... Until i started to teach KaiKeng vectors... from there it just got better and better. I studied with kaikeng in school until quite late then did stats 6 with yuxuan i kinda anyhow did so.. Sorry yuxuan! then i managed to play a little birdge sth tt i havent played for quite awhile. I totally love tt game! Then had a little gambling session with incredible results! It was me and kaikeng betting plots of land in the band room! It started with black jack then it became 5 card poker then 2 card poker / Texas Poker! There was this game where there were 2 fours and 2 queens opened, while kaikeng had the four, its unforunate i have the queen and ended up winning!! then in another game there were again 2 queens and 2 fives this time i had the five while he had the queen! however being tactful i did not raise the bid too high.. so basically i won nearly 3/4 of the band rm from him! its kinda funny and i really enjoyed myself it has been awhile since i had unwound like this! Studied a little math at home now getting back on track! slowly but surely im starting to study! YES I AM! anyway indeed i was disappointed with econs and gp but! i shall not lose hope for econs and i shall study for gp (dun ask how, i have yet to find out but will soon). Anyway heard this random song from Yuxuan tt kidna got stuck in my head! here goes enjoy =)



PS: When a question is asked such that a yes/no reply would either suan someone/urself then the best answer is I DUNNO! Very tactful!

A well spent sat!

O gosh the heat is really on!! I see everyone studying so hard yet when i look into the mirror i see a slacker.. Unfortunately i havent been studying real hard recently... Kinda lost the drive. Aw wells hope i pick it up soon. Certain lessons nowdays are becoming more and more of a drag... i wont mention which thou. Nonetheless, i will still try my best to finish all tutorials. Recently, i have recieved a lot of people asking about their future wad they aspire, wad i aspire, a well as courses to take in uni. To me, engineering is my choice, i have seen many careers and this seems to be super attractive to me! its maths and science wad more could i say! Hopefully i would be able to do well in this field! =))

In any case, watched Hellboy 2 ytd, it wasnt tt epic thou, the climax was alright, the jokes was okay,, the ending was somewhat expected. And well according to Jessie they look god damned ugly LOL! today, was a pretty fruitful day, I went to study out in early morning at East point with a friend! Changed from place to place but had quite a lot of fun caching up with this ol'friend! then went to the section dinner thing! The section dinner was like the most successful screw up ever. I actually ruined the plan twice, i had given Huijin the birthday girl a clue of the surprise as i didnt know it was meant to be a surprise... and second screw up was when yu xuan had set up Ziyang and charmaine at 4 30, i went at 5 30, supposedly to meet at 6 but aw wells... and then we got back at yuxuan by pairing her with daryl, it was kinda fun! AND i chose the present for huijin! tqtq! with a streak of random luck, the idea of "book" seemed to save the day! We bought some book with a tiara with it, it was seemingly the perfect gift! See patience!! only patience can grant sincerity! I was right once again, this was sth i had learnt from zhengz! Then had dinner and Bombers! Billy! Had some honey chicken stung nonsense and the stupid "Desire me" that is so pai seh to say! and not to mention disgusting! Not sweet for a soda! take green grasshopper next time its gd! had an uber filling dinner then went on to the Jap food fair or sth. Bought 2 pieces of UNAGI and CHASOBA with the sauce! whee can cook it soon!! SHIOKNESS!
Went home as a usual routine it was warcraft night got owned 1st round damn pissed, owned the 2nd rd as usual! now stoning cos im too tired to play isketch brain fried! Tts all folks see ya and study hard!

PS: CHIONG AR! at MRT